what’s happening? i dont understand.
i thought i was doing fine, a little good in fact. now it just looks like everything’s crumbling and i don’t understand why.
do i really have a problem of transferring stuff that comes out of my mouth to my typing fingers?i didn’t think i did, but apparently i do. how am i gonna solve this with so little time?
is it only me though? seems like the alpha dogs are performing behind their potential and the reserves are getting the lime light. more confusion for everyone, or maybe just me. WHAT’S HAPPENING?
all of this just seems so simple yet complex. im continuously asking “what the fuck am i doing? and more importantly, how is it not the right thing?!” it doesn’t seem like anyone has an answer except you. shitty thing is, i can’t bring myself to ask you what it is, mainly because i know you will never give me the answer. even worse, i can’t even bring myself to ask you why i was in the wrong.
i’m partly stuck and partly walking to the finish line with a blindfold over my eyes.
either way i’m fucked.